Im going to college today.
I can’t wait to experience new things and make new friends and have fun and start my path to a better me.
I am so broken that I can’t put Nate in a bag and make him stay with me. But we can do this. I just know it. I’m so confident that we will make this work but it still hurts knowing I wont see him in person every day. But it’ll be worth it. If we can survive long distance then we can survive anything. And its not like were saying goodbye. Were saying “see ya later” because I will see him again. In 2 weeks, then thanksgiving, then a month off for Christmas break. We both have oovoo and email and of course our phones. We can get through this. I love him more than anything and I’ll be damned if I give it up now. He’s mine and no distance will change how I feel.